Chahishi

I'm sorry for everything that I put on you. I blame you for all of it, even though we're through. Every bruise, every scar, on my skin and on my heart I say your name and curse it, cause you tore us apart.

Lost in this dread, I am, Lost in my head, and I, Feel like I'm losing my soul. We scream and we shout, Can't seem to figure it out, Don't you see that it's taking it's toll? Don't you know all I want's for You to be happy and For you to be proud of me, Wrap your arms around me, And tell me you still love me, That you never-ever want to let me go.. And I know, that some of it's me, But I'm really trying, Everyday to face this world. And I just can't do it alone.

Blury stars is all I see how could you do this to me? Fightin' off attacks again, why am I so weak? What is wrong with me? Is somethin wrong with me?! Helplessly curled up on the floor, wordlessly screamin please no more.. I can barely breathe, What is wrong with me? Is somethin wrong with me?! How could you hurt me, you were my best friend? How could you say you're sorry, then do it again? I knew your reasons, yea I understood them. But are you blind love? Won't learn your lesson? My mind is racin, my body's shakin.. This scares me every time, feels like I'm dying.. My heart beats the wrong speed, what is wrong with me